March 1, 2025 - Meditating on David & Goliath

From the Pastor to you:

Since my retinal detachment surgery in January, it has been a truly difficult journey for me—one that, honestly, I never want to go through again. Through this experience, I have come to realize just how important it is to take care of my health and allow myself to rest. Looking back, I think I have been too hard on myself, and now I feel that I must learn to be kinder to myself.

Living with vision in only one eye has brought many challenges. On the outside, I may appear fine, but only I truly know the condition of my body. Although my doctor has given me permission to drive again, I can only manage short, local trips. Reading books or working on the computer for long periods is also difficult. At times, I have worried about complications found during doctor’s appointments that could lead to another retinal detachment. But above all, I am grateful that healing is taking place.

In the past few weeks, my focus has been on recovery so that I can return to church. As I walked toward the church, tears began to flow. Looking at the church—the place where I can preach God’s Word and be with the congregation I love— I couldn’t stop crying. I was overwhelmed with feelings of sorrow and guilt for not being able to serve our congregation, so I turned around and walked back home.

A few days ago, I meditated on the story of David and Goliath. Goliath, a giant standing nine feet tall, was fully armored and wielded a sword and spear. He was an imposing warrior, fully equipped for battle. In contrast, David had no armor and no weapons. With nothing but five stones in his sling, he stood before the giant. Fearful people always arm themselves with heavy armor and sharp swords—because they are afraid. But those whom God is with can stand firm and fight, even without weapons, by trusting in the name of the Lord.

I have nothing. I have lived my life relying solely on God, proclaiming His Word, and that is everything I have. Now, as I stand in this season of recovery, I choose to trust in Him, just as David did. And I look forward to the day I can stand before you all again.

I am sorry. This has taken longer than I had hoped. But I will return. To those who have waited for me, and to those who trust the God who sent me and my family to Thrive Church, I thank you. I will see you soon.

With love and hope,

Rev. Dr. Won Kim Lead Pastor, Thrive Church